Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I'm stressing myself too much..

I'm repeating every things everyday..
Finally.. I'm feeling stressing now..
Keep doing the same things.. Repeat and repeat..

Tonight.. I feel like wanna cry..
But I know I can't..
I have to learn to control myself..

I can't concentrate on studying..
I can't concentrate on working on my online shop..
I can't concentrate on everything..

I want to spam someone just for relax..
I want to play just for relax..
I want to take a walk alone..

But I know I can't..
No one will let me spam on..
SPM is coming.. No one will play with me..
He wont let me take a walk alone..

Just wanna find someone to talk with..
But I just can't find the right one..
The right one always keep busying..
And I don't know how to tell about this..

Blog is the right place to vent..
Although is not working must..

I just know I still need to smile to everyone.. =)